Nine months in and still miserable

This is the first time I have tried writing a blog, I prefer talking into a camera. It's possibly because I have just heard that Hamlyn publishers have commissioned me to write a book about my experiences. Now, this isn't my first book, in fact it will be my 10th, but it's very different from anything else I have ever written. For a start, the last time I wrote a book was back in 2002, it's called Brother Nature and you can still get it on Amazon.co.uk. But the world has changed so much since then, You Tube being the thing that has changed my dealings with the rest of the world the most radically. I made a pledge not to buy anything new for myself in December last year, I put a little video about it on You Tube and bang, I was stuck with the decision. I wonder if I hadn't posted that damn thing, would I be here now, worrying about it, or would I have just bought an iPod touch and be feeling slightly depressed. I'm really not sure.